I do not exactly know what's bothering me now.
its like, just mood-less.

School's reopening next week.
pretty much okay with the time-table, or at least it seems okay.
perhaps, it just seems so much lighter as compared to last semester, where I had to retake the two stupid modules
somehow, I'm looking forward to school again, but just a small part of my inner self is being reluctant to go back
yes, I'm still bothered by what happened
all I asked was a small favour and you gave me a silent rejection
so much for the talk that we had

have and always be pretty much on my own once school reopens,
except for the few people that I can trust and rely on.

every time I ask myself,
'is it them or is it just me?'
I just can't seem to find the answer

time and time again,
I just forget how I got to where I am right now
and each and every time, it just serves as a reminder.
perhaps it's time that I change this 'reminder' into motivation


I know I have mentioned this before and I will say it again.
seems like the only thing that I'm looking forward to the end of this year is the Youth Camp
that's about the only thing.






-I want and need to get myself a Nikon body