Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Monday, July 31, 2006
Time : 9:39 pm

well well..two news things i got today..haha..first..found a blogskin tat i liked..and so decided to change los..haha..and second is..finally got my jersey liao..like it took forever..haha..but i find the print on the material like quite funny liddat..haha..like dunno will last long or not..haha..

emm..weekend nothing much happpen..as usual los..on Sat..woke up a little earlier..online the whole afternoon..then went down to church for music practice..drums..and its like once again..saturday morning then let me noe tat i am on drums..went down los.then the church got a new keyboard..and after the practice finish..the music team leader insisted on testing the new keyboard with the main system..so i on los..then my bro was kinda fed up with it..so after tat my bro and i left straight away..din off the lights and stuff..let them do..otherwise it will like always be ' yixi(vicson),yijie(victor,bro)..can off the lights and stuff??keep the wires..blablabla..
(read in chinese the whole thing)..' so its like..if we not around..who will do??they are like struggling without my parents..away for three months..not saying that my parents are superman or wonder woman..but if they not around..confirm wil look for e or my bro de..its like imagine la..wat if my whole family transfer church..then how??let them die there meh??haha..no..they have to learn..tats why we are doing this..haha..okie..back to sat..after the music practice..then went to play game..then went home..

then Sunday..its like i missed the bus la..then reached church at 1010..when the hokkien servie started la..then only played awhile for the P&W los..then after tat wanted to go for breakfast..then realised dropped my money..like..haiz la..so went without breakfast..then God answered my prayers..haha.got early b'dae present..angbao..haha..but still din eat breakfast..then main service going to start..so the music team prayed..praying half way..i got the 'feeling' la..haha..my stomach was damn pain..needed to shit..haha..so went to shit..luckily got back before the P&W statred..but got eugene cover..so no worries..haha..so played for the service los..but when finish..i wasnt very happy with myself..cuz i din play up to my standard..MY VERY OWN STANDARD..not to say meet eugene's standard la..to me i played horrible..even though it sounded OKIE..haha..ya..then after tat went to CCR with eugene to meet my bro to teach the drummers at ccr..emm.not say i teach la..is my brother teaching..so juz go there see los..yup..so helped my bro teach them the 16 singular hi hat beat..and the celeberation beat..ya..haha..then went to eugene's house for a while..then have diner and back home..haha..

then today los.another school day..1 week closer to prelims and Os..haha..went to library to slack.then had maths..nothing much happen..recess..saw her a few times but din say anything..then after tat phy..double eng..ended up sleeping..then mt..watch 'the day after tomorrow' in chinese..sad sia..haha..but can only wait till wed then can finish the whole show..haha..yup..then afer sch went for chem remedial..then stayed back awhile..studied..did my hist and maths..then manda and rae decided to go my house then go up los..haha..yup..guess tats abt it la..blog another time..heh..ciao~

VIc^

Date : Thursday, July 27, 2006
Time : 5:44 pm

aello..well..haven been blogging much lately..cuz the blogger could not go in and oso nothing much happen recently los..yupyup..and another 6 more days parents will be back..happy or sad??decide for yourself...haha

niwae..i think mt lesson is starting to slack for us till aug 11..unlike the exp classses who have started on the B book liao..haha..why??becuz today watched some movie la..haha..quite interesting los..haha..then its like today the ss had to do the two questions on merger and seperation..did question A liao..then went on to B..its like i could not understand the damn freaking question la..serious la..its like azlinda explain to me two times i still damn blur la..think my brain too saturated liao..haha.but luckily..for cme went to com lab..ended up slacking..haha..then for phy..no need go lab..its like when onghh came and tell the class no need go lab for phy..everyone were like yes!!..and azlinda looked up in a weird manner..haha..damn funny la..haha..ah..then was maths..aah..can say its the best maths lesson ever??haha..looht spent the 1 whole period scolding us on the workk tat we did..haha..guess its the last wake up call from him??haha..the whole class was damn freaking quiet la..
haha..and its like tomorrow got to go for the maths thingy..got to have improvement then can leave early..otherwise got to stay longer..and oso not sure if got match tomorrow or not..
i hoping will have la..cuz its like we din deserve to lose..further i only like played 15 mins until tat fateful accident..haha..time for 'revenge'..haha..will be hoping to play my best..yup..

then its like last sunday went down to ccr for the music practice..cuz bro will be their drummer for 1 week..then its like..got two extra people go down la..like wateva for??cant believe ended having dinner with them la..aiyah..dun talk abt them liao..heh..so its like..learnt alot of stuff from them(ccr people) los..emm..not exactly say learn la..its juz tat the way that the things are handled are different fom my church..haha..then went down again on wed..and tat 1 person was there oso la..aarrggh..irritating..cmi sia..haha..

one more thing??emm..i think its either tues or wed ah..cant remember liao..she asked me the question..actually din wan to ask de..cuz she change her mind at the last min..then i 'forced' it out of her..cuz i some sort knew it was coming la..haha..then she was like asking with all the IFs and stuff..and telling me to take it like nothing happen and stuff..haha...typical la..then out came the question..then when everything settle..she juz went off..like suddenly..like got say byebye then went off la..then after tat tell me dunno wat 'total fluke' and 'super sure'..i sunno wat talking her la..when she's online then ask her..yup..and tat amanda ah..yesterday..dunno wat overcame her..suddenly ask me 'vicson..do you still like rachael??' then i was like..wateva..din ans her..juz acted like i din hear the question..then rachael was like reacting to it..i oso dunno why..then after tat i told amanda...blablabla..told her not to say anything..but not sure if she did say or not..cuz when she and rae went to get food..then when they came back..rachael was like quieter la..tats why i dunno..then went to ccr the santuary..was playing the drums..then noticed tat she was standing at the door there..like juz staring into thin air..so stopped and went over ask her wat happen??she say nothing..like asked her a few times..got same answer..so i not very sure if amanda got tell her or not los..

realli dunno who can i trust now..haiz..and with all the things hapening recently..i am feeling lost again..who is the special 1??like got 3 possibilities la..but not saying any names..heh..haha..

yup..tats abt it bah..got to realli start realli FOCUSING for the Os liao..haha..byebye..

VIc^

Date : Thursday, July 20, 2006
Time : 6:31 pm

aello..haha..well well..another two more weeks of would i call 'slacking' for me left..tats becuz my parents will be back in two weeks time..on 3rd of aug..yup..haha..oya..and tat reminds me of something..got to ask azlinda if can leave school early to fetch them from airport..haha..if approved then got to draft letter and all for my bro to sign..and most prob will be leaving sch at 1045??some where there la..i guess??haha

niwae..today taych went through the chinese O level listening compre..i like got a total out of my shock la..went through the first three questions..got all three wrong la..was like..damn la..how on earth did it happen?!?!but luckily..got the rest correct including question 9..haha..which meant pass los..got 14/20..but its like so not my standard...well..nothing i can do abt it liao..heh..all i can do now is to wait for aug 11 to come los..tats when the results will be out..and i seemed to have forgotten something..haha..the highlight of the day..during chinese lesson..

okie..here goes..lol..

when taych was going the listening compre..me tiff and raq were all like waiting for 1uestion 9 to come..haha..when reached i think question 5 or 6..only yanxiu was having all the questions correct..haha..then we were like nvm..wait until question 9..then will be wrong..and you will get 18/20..no more full marks..haha..and it realli did happen la..haha..all of us were like YEAH!!haha..and she was like.. 'aah..shuddup!!'..haha..but in the end..din suan her much la..haha..

yup..then after sch went to help azlinda do some stuff..like putting the papers needed for tomorrow into the class registers..and then went to the hall to help the sch non-teaching stuff to put the chairs for the Founders' Day tomorrow..then went home..haha..

guess tats my day bah..yup..haha..

VIc^

Date : Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Time : 10:13 pm

this post is actually meant for monday de..but juz lazy to change the dates and stuff la..yup..haha..and oso now then blog cuz monday..my bro was hogging the com..for literally the whole night..then i was quite tired oso..yup..heh..

emm..and shall i just dedicate this post to yanxiu??esp the part on QUESTION 9!!haha..jking

niwae..monday was my 'O' Chinese listening comprehension..haha..would not say its very hard la..juz tat got to sacrifice a little bit more brain cells to think..cuz the way the questions and answers are phrased..its damn tricky la..and there was this question 9..at the last moment i change my answer from A to C..and guess wat??while i was doing tat..yanxiu was doing the exact thing..just tat she was changing from C to A..haha...and was asking around..realised that most of the people put C..haha..so guess going to wait till thursday for the answer when tayCH goes through the answers..haha..

and before went to school to take the paper at 1430..tiff,steph and krist decided to come my house and slack..eat lunch..so they went to econ and bought two can of campbell soup and a packet of pasta..meant for lunch..say they willl cook..then in the end who cook??ME??its like so typical of them la..haha..jking..but still fact is..i ended up cooking for them..heh..

and today..had a competetive match..actualli was slcking away la..played with qz's team..8 vs 8..and i was keeper los..haha..its like..they played damn freaking deep la..stand in front of the goalpost.and we were like pushing up..and they din even pressure..haha..how to improve liddat??the scoreline was like 0-0..until the introduction of chihua..haha..once he came in..he scored..from corner..haha..then the goals flowed in..ended up 3-0..and we only played 1 half..they din wan to continue liao..haha..

guess tats abt it bah..haha..bye~

VIc^

Date : Thursday, July 13, 2006
Time : 9:49 pm

heyo..first things first..i got achievement sia..haha..i like finally had proper meals these two days though it took me long..haha..like after how long..blame it all on the stupid cut..haha..well..its like almost one week liao..not fully cured..but getting better leh la..last two days..the 'hole' closed up..so now its juz like an ulcer..and not only tat..my dry lips are giving me problem..haha..

but i have been given hell la..for abt one whole week of school oready la..the usual suspects los..mean its like who else can it be??the 'kind kind sisterhood'..yanxiu,steph how,sam choo..and now even raquel..oooh..and got one more..this 1 is realli jialat la..ms azlinda la..haiz..imitating the way i am talking la..and getting me to pronounce words tat i cant say properly..esp yx and steph la..and they like started it like on Sunday night?!?!?words like 'permament,permamently,hibiscus,probably and even probability..' its like so on purpose la..but nvm..i am kind..shall stand them till i have fully recovered..yupyup..well guess tats abt it la..nothing much happen recently other then this..yup..and one more thing..i realli realli hope its turning for the better..still wanna remain as frens..

yup...tats all..shall blog another day bah..and shall concentrate on watching LOST now..heh..yup..ciao~

VIc^

Date : Friday, July 07, 2006
Time : 7:30 pm

main thought on my mind now..

how am i going to talk my Chinese O level oral exam this coming tuesday??

GOD..help me..got this very deep cut in my inner lip..and its very very bad..cant even close my mouth properly..let alone talk clearly..

why of all people me??further more..it was my first involvement in the soccer match..first appearance for the team..and i got injured!!how am i going to survive the next week days or even week with this injury..think can only eat porridge la..drink water through straw..dunno if can brush teeth or not..aarrrggh..the thoughts of it simply just kills me..

niwae..give me abt 1 week to settle up everything..and hope tat everything can revert back to normal..am trying real hard already..yup..tats abt it bah..

and all who are reading this..

Please pray for me..faster healing..let God's miracle work on me..Amen!!

Vic^

Date : Thursday, July 06, 2006
Time : 6:54 pm

if you are reading this..i hope u will give it a good thought abt wats happening now..

is this wat you realli wan??avoidance of certain people..or should i say people who do not deserve to get this kind of treatment from you..i do not wan to say this..but its getting worse by day..even your good friend is getting this kind of treatment from you..

losing friendships because of all this??

i am sure you do not wan it to happen..unless i am wrong abt you..and i am sure it will happen for now..tat is if you do not do anything abt it now..do wateva tats necessary to salvage the friendship tat i think is already on the verge of being broken..

i realli hope this hits you hard and wakes you up..but if you think there's nothing wrong..tell me..maybe the problem does not lie with you..but someone else..and plesae bear this in mind..'there's still hope as long as you believe in it'..tats all i have to say..bye

VIc^

Date : Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Time : 11:11 pm

been thinking the whole night should i blog today not..well seems obvious tat i have decided to..haha..

today has been a pretty much slacking day for me in school..physics was half awake..pe was not as energetic as before..guess too long never play leh bah..then chem was talking away..maths was sleeping half the time..and english did a bit of work la..then slack liao..haha..

dunno like why get recently get damn tired easily la..mean its like today pe..played captains ball..only abt 30 mins+...then after school..played soccer..abt 1 hr+..the moment i reached home..bathe..makan dinner..fell asleep straight..like slept for 4 hrs la..tats why i am here now..and am still feeling tired..dun think am going to catch the match tonight already..yup..lol..

haiz..now feeling worse then ever..talking more to the person..and on the other hand..waiting for the msg tat i doubt will hardly come as often as last time oready..i realli dunno la..people have been tellling me..age gap is not a problem..but to me..could could be a problem..and its not the only problem tats 'happening' now..other problems are on the verge of happening already..the gap is just getting bigger and bigger..if dun do anything during this period of time..it could be just gone liddat..once regarded as a good/close friend is now merely a normal friend..a friendship built over years could be just gone in a matter of months..

all i can do is just continue to cross my fingers and hope it does not happen..as i will be doing all i can to prevent it from happening..but as the phrase goes 'it takes two hands to make a clap'..no matter how much/wat i do..if the opposite do not do anything..there wont be any progress..tats wat i believe in..yup..

guess tats abt it bah..yup..ciao~

VIc^

Date : Sunday, July 02, 2006
Time : 9:34 pm

ANOTHER 30 MORE DAYS!!and my parents will be back..YEAH!!i dunno why..but i realli miss them..lol..

wellwell..one week juz passed..juz liddat..another 9 more weeksto prelims..but its like.dunno why DUN HAVE the sense of urgency leh..haha..i noe it sounds weird..but tats the fact..lol..i have been totally slacking for the past week la..lol..not listening in class..most of the time during english la..maths still got listen..cuz learning new topic..yup..then if not listening..then its talking..if not sleeping..or will be going against the teacher..haha..

niwae it was like this morning..woke up at 0825..and left the house at 0850..and ended up talking to rae on the phone when i was on the bus..and its like the bus came early..at abt 0855..and when i boarded the bus..i got a shock out of my life la..pratically 95% of the people on the bus were people from temasek secondary la..so damn noisy oso..then its like..obvious tat they all will alight at the same stop..so when they alighted..the bus was freaking empty la..its like the upper deck only got 5 odd people..??and its like i reached church damn early la..like at 0940..even had enough time to go have my breakfast la..but decided not to..haha..

then..today the hokkien service..haiz..the worship..again was led by the person who cant sing..which means i totally cant play..cuz the beat and tempo..as usual were TOTALLY out!!haha..she's like singing in her own world la..haha..then main service was as usual..nothing much happen..then after tat went to game..yup..

and for the past two days..i think am caught in a dilemma..talkiing to her again..and you might ask me..why dun go for it??well..my answer could be..how i wish i could..but too young la..abt 4 years de gap leh..how can??
well..i shall continue to think abt it bah..yup..haha..tats abt it bah..ciao~

VIc^