Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Saturday, June 28, 2008
Time : 2:15 am

Leaving assignments and projects till the last minute is doing my no help at all.

its just projects, projects, projects. if not then its assignments, assignments, assigments.

well, I guess that's the result of not having any common tests, like what other schools have.

either way, fms still rocks, to a certain extend. aahh, this so reminds me of social studies. lol

now as I think back, why did I so badly wanted to get into fsv??

I can't seem to comprehend, I don't really seem to remember. was there even a reason in the first place? or did Film, Sound and Video just sounded interesting or cool? or perhaps God placed me in this course for some reason. I guess that would be the reason. what reason it is? I simply have no idea.

hmmm, seems like Motion Graphics & Broadcast Design at nyp didn't sound that bad afterall. well, either way, I'm in fsv and I shall have it with no regrets.

I didn't waste one year to regret choosing the wrong course, even though the results from mbti may suggest that this course doesn't suit me. but seriously, who cares? hah!

oh, and I just found that my boring Art & Design lecturer is a christian, attends Cornerstone and he knows Shane Kwok. woah!

Storytelling - 1st Draft

Studio Production - Post Production for Interview Show

Art & Design - Group Project (20 frames of drawing[plain torture], taking of photos and putting it together into a podcast)

Introduction to Film - 15 of out the available 45%. *points finger to incomplete podcast and the one of the quiz* 2nd podcast coming up end of this term

Photography - relatively happy with my grade for First Assignment. Second assignment due on Tuesday and I just started. great~ hopefully I will be able to work on it later on, otherwise I will just use some of the photos I took this year, before school started. =/

I believe that it was no accident that we met

I am waiting, still waiting

my feelings are existent

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, June 23, 2008
Time : 2:50 pm

Many of you might have heard that Reuben Morgan and The Parachute Band are coming for this year's Festival of Praise, and it has been confirmed.

Managed to find the brochure for this year's FOP online.

August 1st- 3rd

7:30 pm

I am sure it will be another good year, I mean when is it not good when we are having Praise and Worship? So, please please make yourself free and go for it. You will never regret it, seriously. hah

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date :
Time : 12:25 am

wow. two weeks of holiday just passed like that.

got to get back to the cycle of waking up again, when its not really helpful when I have been waking up at around 12-2 pm for the past two weeks and only sleeping at, earliest, 2 am, if not 6 am.

lesson starts at 8am tomorrow morning, which means I have to leave my house latest by 6:30 am and here I am still wide awake close to 12:30 am. guess the whole of next week will be used for readjusting back my body alarm clock to how it had been functioning before the break.

sweet and weird dreams.

had nightmares but not being able to remember any details about it when I woke up, and it just so automatically continues like some drama series when I fall back asleep.

parent-less for two weekends.

certain events just happened, had no plans for them to happen.

a one day job where its pay got eaten away the moment I got it.

didn't expect a statement to be made just before you went off.

homework, late blog submission.

storyboard for group project.

soccer on tuesday nights, as usual

I guess that really sums up my holiday.

I am trying hard to get it back on track

but I just can't seem to do that.

everything happens for a reason.

hopefully things improve as school reopens again

just like the dream.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Time : 8:41 pm

I was just looking through all my photos in iphoto and I realised that there were a whole lot of photos still in my IBM laptop, and it refuses to co-operate with me. well, guess I'll see what my dad can do about it when he comes back from his Church Camp. In the mean time, I guess its home alone for me till friday, unless I get my lazy ass out of the house these few days. photo shoot on saturday, the moment I receive the pay, poof and it goes into the payment for the lens.

there goes the money when I desperately need a new bag, a new pair of shoes, a new set of earphones. darn it.

some how, these few days haven been quite a drag. have been rotting at home for the whole day today till now. monday was back to school for project consultation for Art & Design. Tuesday was brunch with my mum and DK, soccer at night, trying to look awake, when maybe I looked tired. That was it. oh and did I mentioned that I settled my hair on Sunday. told the person to just layer and trim it. in the end, she cut it short. now my hair looks like some durian head, well that was what I was called back in primary school, at least for some of the teachers.

now tell me honestly, do I look tired? and ya, I know its doesn't really look like a durian head.

now its does, doesn't it. water does wonders, seriously. and pardon me, I was just trying to look awake, at 2am.

well, maybe that explains the durian head.

my dad wanted some of nicer photos that I took for my assignment, so I gave it to him and he surprised me by sending me this pic. Pulau Rawa aka Rawa Island. well, it used to be my family's yearly holiday destination, as far as I could remember, ever since I was 4. the last time I was there was 4 years back, due to the increase in price. its just way too costly for a family of 4 to stay there for 4D3N. but what I have are memories, with family members and church mates. fun memories, snorkeling, fishing, climbing up the the summit of the island, the sunsets, the carefree few days where I would really enjoy myself.

just one more time, to return there for another time, together with my camera and I won't have no regrets not going back.

my life now. prolly like a standstill, a little messed up, including my spiritual life. I need to get back to God, seriously. school work, social life, relationships with family members, friends, love relationship.

Lord, grab hold of me

and keep me going again, like what You have always done.

my brother was just telling me if I had taken the green man instead of the red man, it would have looked like Skywalker, the youth camp last year.

there. Skywalker.

my pillar of strength.

God and family.

enough said

hopefully it stays

your feelings

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, June 09, 2008
Time : 11:56 pm

i tried. i really did try.

but it just seems like there's nothing for us to talk about online.

well, I mean hasn't this been the case all these while?

short questions, short answers. nothing new

did a MBTI (Myers-Briggs Type Indicator) character evaluation test last night.

the reviews of my results really surprise me. on things that I do not know about myself, and things that I do that make me, me.

somehow, this showed me that why all this is happening.

the reviews have proved it.

now I know why &

my feelings are there.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, June 08, 2008
Time : 11:32 pm

the cheerful, motivated me did return, but has been inconsistent.

finally got my calculator back, returned the colour pencils.

had a good talk, kinda made up my mind on what to do already

but I am somehow still uncertain at times.

having read through my archive of Dec 07, Jan 08 and Feb 08, I realised that I'm, should I say, immune to the past. to what has happened, to whatever is written at the end of each post, dedicated to her.

but like what I have mentioned, I am still uncertain at times.

I get the odd feeling that it is not the correct decision made, from time to time but yet, immune to the past.

its not I can't make up my mind, its just the feeling

at the same time, I know it wouldn't be right to made decisions just based on feelings

I guess I would need more time

my feelings for you are there

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Thursday, June 05, 2008
Time : 6:31 pm

i don't seem to be myself today.

it seems like I am being affected by it

or could it just that I am thinking too much?

am I being too cautions with what I want to say?

seems like the usually cheerful, motivated me has gone on an unplanned, impromptu holiday

but is it really the usual me?

all the wrong things happening at the wrong time

no specific answers for many questions.

Pray.

That is all I can do.

Date : Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Time : 8:45 pm

so much has happened, its almost impossible not to blog about it

but at the same time, its just too tough to blog about it.

I'm being ironic, am i not?

it's too tough, there's too much and too hard to put them into phrases or sentences.

commitment, commitment.

that is the main point, the key word

i do not know how and what to reply the msg;

that you sent me 2:30 in the morning

now I come to think of it

so much to say

but I just can't put it in words

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Time : 1:39 am

I know. more then a week since I last blogged.

some how, just haven been able to find the time to do so.

assignments, datelines. assignments, datelines.

time management. I have failed badly.

now rushing like anything, just to meet the dateline.

a brief outline on what has happened for the past few couple of days, which apparently stretches for just a little more then a week.

-overslept in the train twice, Jurong East and Chinese Garden. ended up being late

-school as usual

-soccer on Tuesday nights. got stepped, a hole in my shoe.

and yes, I will take care. need not say it for the 6th time, I think, if you are going to say it again. =)

-CF on Wednesday nights

-Photography Assignment #1 (Man-made and Nature). It went great, happy with myself for the photos taken

-3 hours of Podcast is boring enough, seriously!

-started the draft of story-boarding, colouring later in the day after school

-Johanna's birthday. No one's safe!

-soccer on Sunday afternoon was...hilarious, nonsensical at the same time. my team just could not score!

-late for IS in-class writing. sorry!!

quote of NP's History:

Question: 'Excuse me, may I know where is LT 62, 63'

Reply: 'No such place'

wow!! seriously wow!! amazing isn't it?

guess that's about it.

sometimes I think I tend to think too much

is it really the case?

its just a matter of time

seriously

i think?

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson