pls just think even before you want to say anything.
Date : Friday, October 16, 2009 Time : 2:58 am
you just did it again. why do I bother so much?
I'm seriously angry/pissed this time round
Date : Time : 2:17 am
I'm just asking myself now why do I even bother so much why?
Date : Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Time : 2:22 am
I do not exactly know what's bothering me now. its like, just mood-less.
School's reopening next week. pretty much okay with the time-table, or at least it seems okay. perhaps, it just seems so much lighter as compared to last semester, where I had to retake the two stupid modules somehow, I'm looking forward to school again, but just a small part of my inner self is being reluctant to go back yes, I'm still bothered by what happened all I asked was a small favour and you gave me a silent rejection so much for the talk that we had
have and always be pretty much on my own once school reopens, except for the few people that I can trust and rely on.
every time I ask myself, 'is it them or is it just me?' I just can't seem to find the answer
time and time again, I just forget how I got to where I am right now and each and every time, it just serves as a reminder. perhaps it's time that I change this 'reminder' into motivation
I know I have mentioned this before and I will say it again. seems like the only thing that I'm looking forward to the end of this year is the Youth Camp that's about the only thing.
-I want and need to get myself a Nikon body
Date : Monday, October 12, 2009 Time : 2:16 am
submitted all the wrong photos that itself is causing me to be not happy with myself
sigh crying myself to sleep yet again
Date : Sunday, October 11, 2009 Time : 5:51 pm
Canon Photomarathon whole of yesterday; yes, it was truly eye-opening.
the only thing that separates the winners and the losers is; -the amount of creativity -the execuation for the photo if not both
just think about it. thousands of people using the same camera brands, lenses, all shooting for the same theme
I've come to realise, okay, not now only; but all these time that the equipment that a photographer has defines their photos, but also the creativity and the technical ability to handle the equipment, the ability to think on the spot when its needed to.
been looking through all the photos that I've shot over the past two years ever since my dad gave me the Olympus, be it for camps, events, competitions or casual shooting I've realised how much I've learnt by myself coming from a background of absolutely no photography background (I didn't even know what does SLR stands for just a mere two years ago) all the techniques and composition wise I hardly asked, only asking if I really needed help .no, I'm not being proud of myself or what I'm just looking back at the journey that I have so far.
yes, I admit that I'm still not a good enough photographer and I'm still learning and picking up.
Looking forward to end of year; Youth Camp (: Should be be shooting with a Nikon AFS 70-200mm F2.8 FX VR on a D5000 if not a D90
and now cosidering also the Nikon AFD 50mm/85mm F1.4
continue saving.
Date : Monday, October 05, 2009 Time : 2:51 pm
i love you valerie chia xin wei<3 (:
Date : Thursday, October 01, 2009 Time : 2:14 pm
stop doing this already. I do not want to say the same things over and over again I do not want the same things to happen again I know you hate it when I say all these, but this is how I'm feeling exactly right now