Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Friday, March 30, 2007
Time : 11:51 pm

school was a total drag today
i was like feeling so tired the whole day..
like really la..
bad headache and all..and the classroom was so damn humid

thank God today ended at 1245
met yanxiu, had lunch
then visited aunty alice
till like abt 330
like time pass damn slow?haha

went home, cleared up the mess tat the dog made
showered and all and prepared to go out
to church to meet dad, then dinner with the rest of the family
10-ed down, nano-ed 3/4 of the trip
ended up talking on the phone
till abt 7:40?
cause could not talk anymore

went down to geylang
met up with the rest
had dimsum and beef horfun
followed by durian, mangosteen, longan and mango
haha..nicenice..heaty though and my throat isnt feeling tat well
then uncle sent me and my bro home
cause dad had to work

yup
tats abt it

maybe its abt time for it to happen again

but wat do i do with the other side

to let it go or wat??

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Time : 11:44 pm

i do not know how to put it
why is it tat when everytime i have made up my mind on wat to do
something will just come round again
and i have to do it all over again
and it has just happened yet again

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Time : 11:54 pm

is one option closed;
and therefore another option's opened for me?
or is it tat both options are still open;
and that i have to make a choice
or could it even be that there are no options at all
and i just have to live with it?

i do not know

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, March 26, 2007
Time : 6:23 pm

school was relatively okay..
the nonsense did die down abit..so its much better now..
able to handle..haha
and damn..i cant sleep during poa liao..
sianz la..
english was quite fun
some people were going on a 'high'
haha

during recess
i got a shock
or should i say i was surprised
maybe shocked and surprised..haha

q&a during maths
they found out already..
will only a few of them
it still refers to the 'they' doesnt it??haha

after sch went for tuition
maths tuition to be exact
went through stretch and shear
just need to refresh abit can liao
yup
guess tats abt it..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, March 25, 2007
Time : 8:40 am

wat has happened to the morning msgs
and the night calls tat we had
once every few nights
i really wan to know wat has happened
but it seems tat i will never know
slowly but surely drifting apart again
when will it ever end?

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Saturday, March 24, 2007
Time : 10:51 pm

been doing nothing much today..
slept till abt 11+..
YES..i know..i am a pig right?
no need to tell me..
haha..
played awhile of game

received a msg from p&w leader asking me if i can play drums this week
hai..as usual los..
was okay so i went down los..
showered the dog first though.
and by the time i got downstairs..it was 1715 liao la
suppose to reach at 1730
so decided to cab down

some miscommunication
tats why it started late
finish then went for dinner with dad and bro
and back not long ago only..
yup..tats my day..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Friday, March 23, 2007
Time : 6:53 pm

school started late today due to the synergy last night

was suppose to give someome morning call at 7:45..but i overslept
sososo sorry..heh

then 8+ called another person..another morning call..
think i alarm clock la..haha

reached school at abt 09:40
slacked awhile..
started at 10
maths double period
followed by mt
then 1 period of physics
today is totally slack la..haha

after tat went down to my ex office at central

returned the security card

almost all that i knew there were surprised to see me in sch uniform

haha..included Serene, Shida, Nadia, Jie Yi, Genever, Jian Jie, Benjamin

so explained to them los

then after tat went down to wait for steph for lucnh together

got some stares from school pple who were walking past the NTUC building

shant mention any names

1:30..she came down..
met up with sabby and her collegues
lunched at the CS chinese food court
then when gg off..saw juliana and shi li
just nice they saw my phone..and sabby and steph took photo and was sending to steph
and you know wat they said??
your girlfriend right?
i was like totally no!!

nvm..after tat went down to basement..follow steph help her fren get kitkat

then saw marcus and the two of them again..

and as usual..they started suaning me again..

say wat..dun worry..i will tell so and so abt this

and tat steph is my girlfriend..

hai..

i have been their latest victim ever since i went back to school and got into 5A

someone..anyone..save me !!

haha

went back to school

soccer..had a mini match

let in 4 goals..where was the defence?!?!?!?!

but made a couple of good saves..

so quite okay la..

and maybe my impression of him has improved..

maybe..maybe not

played finish then came home..yup..

got to start doing my SS liao..sian !!

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date :
Time : 1:02 am

i knew it..

i knew it !!

Date : Thursday, March 22, 2007
Time : 8:22 pm

someone anyone kill me..
i am feeling damn lazy to do my chinese homework

Date :
Time : 6:09 pm

one more day and its the end of my first week in school..
its just so fast..
and it will be the same..
before i know it
i will be sitting for my prelims
after tat the O level..again
determined not to falter again
but to achieve even better points for this year

school was okay..
lessons past quite fast
and i totally slacked for english lesson..tat was like 3 periods?

got to finish up the chinese homework..
hand in tomorrow..
dun feel like doing

got to do the Venice thingy
shall say again
i dun wan to and i dun plan to study Venice for this year
so can i not do??
please??

tats impossible !!
Vicson..you know it yourself..

finally can really stretch my rusted up legs tomorrow..
soccersoccersoccer
pray tat it doesnt rain
and tat the weather is good for soccer

tonight's synergy

actually planned to go

but due to some certain unforeseen circumstances, events tat happened

i am not going

just wat has happened

or is it just this simple reason tat i wont get to know

i do not know

just let it take its own course

i am getting a little tired on wat has happened...again

i do not know wat else can i do

wat else am i suppose to do

maybe another option would be better for me

i do not know

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Time : 11:48 pm

school was okay, fun??haha

slowly getting back my stamina after that encouraging run tat i had during pe..well..i got encouraged cause i din stop for one and a half rounds, until i fell and i could not continue..yup..

english was some show and tell thingy..something totally tat Mrs Chandran din even do!!all she did was feed us worksheets tat no one really bothered to do..so i still cant figure out how on earth did i achieve a B3 for my O levels..haha

maths..just started on rotation..at first a little blur then got a hang of it..and thought nana the shortcuts..not exactly..just taught her how to do it by counting the squares..if you know wat i mean..yup..

ss was okay..tan yen lin gave me the worksheet on Rise of Venice..and damn..i have to complete it..and also got to do own noted for the Fall of Venice la..damndamndamn !!

and i dun even plan to study Venice for this year la..dun think it will come out..

and i found out something..should i say shocking??i dunno..haha..shant say it out here though..only a couple of people know..like abt 3-4 pple..so go figure out who are they and wat did i find out..haha..tats all i am revealing..heeh !!

guess tats abt my day in school..still getting used to the class though..slowly but surely..yup..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Time : 8:54 pm

everyone continued to look shocked to see me in school and keep on asking me why i am back in school..a lot of pple..some of them included adriel, zermaine, joanna, jerome, ron, xing gui etc

only managed to really explain my situation to some pple..like my classmates, zermaine, and some teachers la..yup..

i told some people before hand already tat i will be going back to school to retake my Os..but there's this certain person, tat person din get it..and was so shocked to see me back in school and when i told tat person i am back in school studying, tat person like sososo blur..got to explain to tat person again la..haha..and tat person FINALLY got it..haha

go figure out who..no names shall be mentioned =D

see..told you i am nice and kind !!

okay..so just to confirm..mt history teacher is Mrs Leong S.F and MT is Ms Lum.

no much change of syllabus, just tat history they changed to a new textbook..she adviced me to get it..yup..other then tat..nothing else..

physics just started on nuclues, going on to radioactivity, maths- going to do rotation tomorrow

chinese- finished up syllabus already..now more on close passages and compos , SS- finishing up Venice soon , Chem- not too sure

so hopefully i can catch up la..yup..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, March 19, 2007
Time : 5:31 pm

first day of school for me

walked into school and i felt kinda weird as almost everyone tat i knew were like asking me how come i was back in school..from the moment i stepped into school till i left school, they were asking me why i was back
some were asking me isnt it a waste of time, some were saying they would rather go to ITE-Higher Nitec, some should i say were 'looking down on me', others were giving me encouragement esp some teachers, offering their help if i need any at anytime.

so went to find Mr Ong after the morning assemly finished, was posted to 5A
same class for me as of last year, and even the same location, and sitted at ard the same place..so isnt much of a difference for the environment tats fixed, just tat i got to adapt to my new classmates..i actually know some of the people like Marcus, Wei Zhi, Nana..etc and they really helped me to adapt to the class..thanks guys..

Teachers..some of them are the same..

English- Mdm Norhaini(dunno how to spell..heh)
Maths- Mr Sham and Mr Koh?
Phy- Mrs Ong H.H
Chem- Mr Ang H.H
Chinese- not tat sure cause there are three classes
SS- Ms Tan Y.L
History- heard tat its Mrs Leong S.F

guess tats abt it bah..yup..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, March 18, 2007
Time : 11:40 pm

i shall keep it short and simple.

School's starting for me tomorrow..

VICSON HUANG

time to face reality

pple..please apply pressure on me when i am slacking away

thanks!!

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Time : 11:39 pm

Psalm 100

Shout for joy to the Lord, all the Earth
Worship the Lord with gladness
Know that the Lord is God
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture
Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generation.

try memorising tat within 15 mins..haha..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, March 12, 2007
Time : 11:08 pm

went for badminton today with bro's frens..

played quite okay..feel tat i have improved

cause i played my bro and i managed to hold him to 1 set

something which i haven been able to do for a long time ago

after tat headed down to town

orchard cineleisure

to collect my ipod nano..

woah..

so love it!! haha

then went to play game..dinner-ed

then 65-ed then 22-ed home

yup..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, March 11, 2007
Time : 11:30 am

just back from the IT fair not long ago
like at abt 11+ cause went to have dinner
then back home los

alright..shall start from the starting of the day la..
woke up at 9..or rather dad woke me up
left home at 0930..
reached church..while walking to the santuary
saw derong..
said hi
and he said ' long time no see.. '
replied him ' didnt you just see me? '
ended up laughing..
haha..
finish hokkien service p&w
went out for breakfast with helen sis
went back
main service started
p&w finish then went for youth
finished service
lunch-ed..something happen
shant mention wat
went to kampong arang
gave out flyers with bel, serene, bro, and eugene(its a milestone!!haha)
had desert
then after tat went down to suntec for the IT show
looked around for mp3s cause wanted to get a new one
bel and serene went to look for their stuff,
while eugene and bro accompanied
damn lot of people la
then saw someone
shant mention who
met back with them
rested at coffeebean
till abt 8+
went back to the fair
bel and serene settled their stuff
was deciding whether to get Creative Zen of Ipod Nano
asked dawn how's Zen.
told me was okay
asked ard for advice
mostly from eugene
and earlier on from bel
decided on Ipod
called dad
asked him if can sponsor me $30 for another set of earphones
he agreed and told him i getting ipod
he said okay..so in short given blessing
went ahead with it
paid $248 for the ipod, with promotion-free crystal cover and usb power adapter
so total paid $278..good catch?
i dunno
find it as an investment?haha
and it has been an investment month for me
shall explain it some other time
got to grab some sleep
badminton tomorrow
bye~

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Saturday, March 10, 2007
Time : 10:54 pm

Please go to `christabel^ ' blog, for more info on how the Ubin cycling trip went,

cause i am so lazy to blog abt it..heh..anyways..

THANKS BEL !! haha

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date :
Time : 2:30 am

its midnight now
or rather its past midnight

dunno why i just cant get to sleep

cant find anyone to talk to on the phone

ended up talking to yanxiu, janice and selene online

one was mugging gor her theory

the other two were bored

in the end played game

shall try and grab some sleep now

going to Ubin to cycle later on

yup

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Friday, March 09, 2007
Time : 6:46 pm

It went well..

Explained clearly on wat i want to do..

He told me the choices tat i had..

He explained wat the choices could do to me..

He told me the reality in the outside world, outside of Singapore..

He advised me..

I made my stand..

He made sure..

I was very sure..

and i got accepted..

First hurdle to overcome

Its not a matter of got face or no face..

They say, they don't say, they say it behind my back..

What ever it is..

I will still stick to my main task..

And tats achieving A's for all my subjects..

With all the help and support i can get from church, friends, teachers, and family..

And most importantly from GOD !!

Thanks to all who have been supporting me all these while..

Either through prayers, or advice on what to do..

Thank you Dad, Mum and Brother for showering me with the love and concern..

that has been upon me ever since I came into this world..

Thank you for giving me the second chance and the support for me to achieve what i want to achieve..

THANK YOU Mr Ong for taking me back into school..

and last of all..

THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER for providing a route for me..

AMEN !!

Forever Living In God; Holding on Tightly

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date :
Time : 1:19 pm

just got phone call from dad earlier on..

and the meeting with mr ong is confirmed..

at 3:30pm..

hopefully all goes well and i am being accepted back into school again..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Thursday, March 08, 2007
Time : 10:31 pm

am i thinking too much about it??

or is it facts already??

i am afraid to ask as i am scared of getting hurt..

is this the way it is suppose to work out??

i do not know..

i have been waiting all this while..

pherhaps you just din know..

or maybe you have found out already..

but you choose to keep mum about it..

i am not trying to guess..

as it could be either way..

when will it end??

someone please tell me..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date :
Time : 10:20 pm

alright..i think letter has been written in to sch liao..cause dad said he will be going dwon to sch tomorrow..hopefully all goes well for my re-entry..should be retaking all the subjects..and dad wants me to pick up another subject in which i dun wan to..and i do not wan to retake my english..cause i got a b3 la..think its good enough..

these few days have seriously been boring me to like dunno wat..work has been a nono for me..still trying to get back my sleeping hours..lost from making the photo montage for my parents,to regulate back my sleeping hours..instead it hasnt been any better..like for example i slept at 5 am yesterday..and waking up at 2 pm..and for the past few days..sleeping at 2-3am+..and waking up at around 12+ los..

if i dun get the timing back..me going back to school will be like...haha..school start at 720..i am still sleeping..finish at 1-2pm..i just woke up..so its a must for me to regulate my sleeping hours..besides..i am still sick..waking up with the blocked nose..its horrible..damn my nose,cough and sorethroat.and i have been having headache for the whole day liao la..ever since i woke up till now..wats wrong with me??

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Time : 12:05 pm

this was wat i got from the moe website abt the jae application.

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NRIC : S89*****A
Name : HUANG YIXI VICSON

We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.

-

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, March 05, 2007
Time : 9:28 pm

in the end i went out for dinner last night..with parents,rong jie and helen sis..and went to the usual place again..haha..was like sleeping, crapping and eating at the same time??haha..thank goodness i din fall face flat on my dinner..haha..by the time i reached home was like abt 01:30..plonked on my bed all the way till today 13:40 la..haha..someone's msg woke me up =)

sicksicksick..still having tat darn bloody, headache..having the flu, runny nose(for some dumb pple..its not running away)..cough,sorethroat..i have a feeling that fever is coming next..damn..

i am still so undecided..dunno wat to do..

the day, Thursday
the date, 15/03-07
just a gentle reminder

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, March 04, 2007
Time : 9:14 pm

finally its over..like just back from church..from my parents 25th wedding anniversary service..was okay la..spent like two weeks doing the photo montage..then turned out tat the it could play half way only la..then chionged to do in the church com los..with my bro..all the late nights tat i have been having are like...you know.. '...' haha..like sleeping at 3-4 am for the past few days..

like for example..started doing it since noon..then afternoon went down to church for music practice..back home..caught the match..then do from like abt 10-11+..all the way till 3.30 in the morning la..and its still not completed..slept awhile..and its really awhile..woke up at 7.15 am..then continued till 0930..went to church..after hokkine p&w..still continue la..tats how bad it is los..

now my whole head is like sososo heavy..like going to explode any time..throat is feeling damn pain and sore..whole body not in the correct form..in short, i am going to fall real sick..for a long period of time..

should i quit my job??like there's another 3 weeks..but i haven been going to work for the past two weeks..i think this coming week should be down the drain also..cause most prob will be recovering los..and getting back my sleeping time..so i really dunno if i should quit not los..

alright..i should be like resting now..ya..shall post the pics tat i took when i get them from serene koh..haha..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Friday, March 02, 2007
Time : 2:01 am

sorry to my readers tat i haven been blogging much lately..yup..and tat i haven been going to work..its like have just lost the 'interest' in going to work liao..maybe its the stress?? i really do not know..

i dunno why..but i just feel so troubled these few days..i do not know wat is troubling me specifically..but i do know for sure tat its more then just one issue..but more of it is on THAT one issue..this statement that has been bothering me..

..should i or should i not??and who shall it be??so undecided..

guess i just leave it to God to decide for me??yup..well..Sunday is my parents 25th Wedding Aniversary..and i have yet to get a blazer la..lazy to go out also..and also..me and my bro..doing the photo montage for the service..i like just finished up the sequence of the photos..like a total of 300 over photos..now my bro got to add in the songs and the titles and credits needed..then i add in the transitions and effects..and it has to be done by saturday night..haha..yup..guess tats abt it bah..and yes..i can finally really stretch my legs tomorrow..they are really sored up..haha..

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson