Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Time : 6:48 pm

i failed maths.
yes, you din read wrongly, i failed maths.
failed paper 2,
passed paper 1 though,
but no way to pull up overall also, cause i got 40/80
and i have no idea why i cried.
i just cried =X

humans, humans.
SS was a sure fail.
got 13 for my sbq though,
and she was so damn bloodly shooting me indirectly la
din even to see my paper
nvm.
history. she spent 30 mins nagging at us before returning our papers la..
and i passed. 25/50
my seq totally pulled me up. got 16/25.

went to the usual place, but she pissed me off, practically.
i just went off.
i was totally feeling down abt my results.
ended up sitting at my house staircase; stoning
just stoning away, plugged in my ipod
drowned my sorrows away in the songs. heh
decided to go back.
showered, and went out to study with some pple
bought the strepsils.
made myself look dumb by asking for orange flavoured strepsils
and buying the coke, in which is standing comfortably in my fridge now -.-
haha
and i realised i could do those questions tat i got wrong for maths paper 1.
guess i was just under too much pressure.
oh wells.

went home. slacked on the com
had tuition from 8-1030
then had super late dinner.

guess tats abt it.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Time : 4:20 pm

got back English and both Sciences back today.
compre was a sure fail,
but some how i did kinda well for my compo,
had no idea abt the letter writing.
cause limsh haven mark finish -.-
but after sch saw the overall results and i passed. yeah!! haha

Science wasnt really good.
but i am kinda happy for my chem,
cause for the first time, i only failed by 5 marks.
physics was rather disappointing.
scored abt the same as chem.
mcq was a borderline case.
practical was totally off the mark.
failed both chem and physics.
overall, i got 43.
but here's the thing.
i lost 18 marks through carelessness,
which would have added abt 6 more marks to my overall.
oh wells.

Humanities and Maths tomorrow.

Thank You Lord!!

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, September 24, 2007
Time : 10:33 pm

Yeah!! Prelim result out tomorrow.
truth is i cant wait to get them back;
yet some how;
i am dreading for them to be out
oh wells.

I shall keep my word; to the prayer that i said before every paper

Dear Lord,
I commit myself and the paper into Your hands.
I do well, I will give You praise.
I do not do well, I will still give You Praise.
Amen

so please dun be shocked if you see me happy tomorrow,
when i did not do too well for my paper.
and no, i am not crazy. yup

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Saturday, September 22, 2007
Time : 12:45 pm

just a short update.
i have practically been slacking these few days,
like after my prelims finished.
sleeping late,
waking up late.
that's my life so far; but not far any longer.
got to get back to usual school life once i go back to school on monday
hopefully prelim results are acceptable.
haha

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Time : 8:15 pm

i guess tat pretty sums it all up.haha

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Time : 7:47 pm

science practical today.
was kinda okay;
yaya, i know my answer is always the same
that paper is kinda okay, that paper is kinda okay
but its a fact!!
okay, back to it
i finally got hold of chemistry, like after dunno how long.
good timing also. hah
actually i do not know what to blog.
guess i am just blogging for the sake of blogging.

tomorrow's science paper 1 and i am done with prelims!!
hopefully, i will be consistent in doing my revision,
in preparation for the actual papers.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, September 17, 2007
Time : 4:42 pm

finally, two more papers and prelims will be over.
like it has been so fast. really hope for Os will be the same.

maths was kinda okay, lost abt 18 marks due to unanswered questions.
i have no idea why, but some how i just could not concentrate for the first 30 mins.
just just trying to settle down and concentrate on the paper.
luckily managed to finish up the paper in two hours.
some questions, i just didnt know how to do.
so just practically attempted once and tats it.
cause i didnt want to waste my time.
tats it for maths, hopefully able to get at least a B.
not asking for too much. heh

history was relatively easy.
thank God that Japan came out, otherwise i would have been dead.
well, not me alone, cause some of them also studied Japan only.
managed to finish my sbq within 45 minutes.
first time la. whee.
so hopefully history can pull my Humanities
like after wat tanyl told me,
too disappointed to scold me already.
i know.
have totally let myself and her down.
its not gg to happen for Os.
i will ensure tat.

thats all for now. yup.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, September 16, 2007
Time : 10:57 pm

service today was o-k-a-y
that's all i am saying

lunch was slightly better.
took a lot, and i mean a lot more;
much more crappy photos.
even to the extent of me not daring to post it or upload it.haha
i shall consider la..haha

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Saturday, September 15, 2007
Time : 4:24 pm

had physics today.
was relativley okay, i felt? like section a was give away?
i hope i did them correctly.
slack at aunty alice there till abt 11, then came home.
played games, till roughly abt 2
went down for tuition, maths tuition
all the way from 230-5+
came back, thought chem tuition was cancelled,
but in the end, still have.
by the time finish was abt 9,
and all thanks to my beloved tutor,
who said the W-A-L-K word to VV,
had to bring her down for her WALK.

tats why, sorry to YOU, even though you were watching tv.
hurhur
haha.

guess tats abt it? yup.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Thursday, September 13, 2007
Time : 6:35 pm

this week is just about to be over.

had English papers and Maths Paper 1 on Monday.
wrote about opportunities, and some newsletter in which i don't even know the format. oh wells.
the summary for paper 2 wasnt easy.
maths paper 1 is just isnt a 2 hour paper, even though the duration was two hours.
don't get it, nvm.

Social Studies on Tuesday.
i can guarantee you tat i am going to fail it.
it was probably the worse SS paper tat i have ever did in my upper secondary school life.
sbq was relatively okay; hopefully i score well.
but seq was a total horror, and i totally mean it.
whatever i studied, did not come out.
meaning, i spotted wrongly.
i cant even remember anything about sri lanka, aging population, or good governance.
seq is a definite fail.
A DEFINITE L0/0 for both questions.
there goes my SS. =(
so hoping tat i whatever that i will be spotting for history will come out,
and tat it will be able to pull up my marks for humanities.

chemisry on Wednesday.
i have no idea how did it happen, but i only lost a total of 9 marks through unanswered questions.
the very first time.
some how i felt tat it was one of the best chem papers tat i have ever done.
by God's grace, I hope i can pass my chem this time round;
it woulde be such an encouragement for my preparation for Os.
slacked at aunty alice there, then went out for prata.
went for bbq at mum's chalet.
celebrated aunty laraine's birthday and also a small sending off for Xiong.

All the best and take care, remember we are always keeping you in our prayers!!

also caught the movie 'Facing the Giants'.
it was good, some how i felt that the movie was played at the perfect time for me.
Facing the Giants in my life, exams, friends,family etc.

totally slacked at home today, cause got no papers today.
met yx for lunch.haha
did some physics just now; but some how i am not able to concentrate.
i just cant study at home, it has always been like that.
this totally sucks.
i will try to study again later.

Oh Lord, please just give me the concetration that i need to be able to study physics;

and may i be able to study the correct chapters with your guidance;

so that everything that i revise on will come out for prelims and Os.

Thank You. Amen!

i keep on asking myself, when will it end.

i just cant provide myself with the answer.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Sunday, September 09, 2007
Time : 10:49 pm

damn.
prelims starting tomorrow, another day closer to Os
in fact i will be sitting for the english paper in abt 9 hrs time.
and here i am, still wide awake, all thanks to those late nights tat i have been having.
guess i am going really struggle to sleep later on.

truth is my brain is totally empty now.
there's totally nothing abt school work in my head right now.
feeling unprepared.

will i be expecting the usual call in the morning,
i dun think so??
and i really dunno how to face you tomorrow.
i am feeling just so ..........

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Saturday, September 08, 2007
Time : 12:03 am

things arent tat simple as it seems to be.
its much more complex.
and its not referring to you.
i hope you know who you are.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Time : 10:51 pm

lazy to upload the pics tat were taken on sunday.
so if you wan to see them,
or rather some of them

click

HERE

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson

Date : Monday, September 03, 2007
Time : 10:39 pm

teachers' day some how din feel like any other teachers' day to me.
the celebration was ... maybe due to the fact tat i was alone.
everyone said tat i was being emo. oh wells. like who cares.
i did not go back to school to make new frens, to slack ard.
i went back to get good grades for my O level. so why bother??
like what i have said since like dunno when

the moment isolation starts

music practice was good. as in overall.

the dinner and celeberation for YCCA's 2oth year Anniversary was superb.
the dances, the choir, the skit, the food was good.
maybe i shall consider transferring over.
hahah. whoops!

the praise and worship was even better on sunday.
just tat they were a lot of new faces. if you get wat i mean. heh
got my birthday present and cookies from tricia.
nelson got his also. hah.
ended up taking a hell lot of pics. stupid, crappy pics.
whatever you call it.
i shall consider posting it, otherwise go see my friendster.
most prob i will be uploading some of them.
and sorry if i decide not to upload them anymore..

somehow, i just cant bring myself to carry on

i have told you before

i cant commit to it

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson