Thursday
Friday
Saturday

Home alone for three whole days, been online for almost 24/7. with super irregular meals. I think I only had two proper meals in those three days, if not I'll just be grabbing a piece or two of bread and some nutella just to fill up my stomach for that particular point of time. Sleeping only when it's past 4am.
I took someone's advice and tried to sleep early; my early was supposedly 2:30am, but I only went off at 3am and I spent 1 hour trying to fall asleep. It's like, put it in way, errr, I'm sleeping but yet I still can feel that I'm not sleeping. Not exactly a complete shut down of the body when one goes to sleep and for no apparent reason, I woke up at 5:30am and it felt like I slept for damn long, ad I've got no idea why did I eat and then back to sleep after that. Oh wells, I guess I've got around 3 weeks to tue back my sleeping hours, not counting the time where I'll be having the orientation camp.

My initial three day plan for the cell video.
Day 1(Thursday) - Start choosing what I want/need to use and maybe start on it.
Day 2(Friday) - continue from where I left off on Thurday.
Day 3(Saturday) - to spend the whole day finishing up the video - exporting and all.

But it wasn't to be. Why??

Let me tell you why.
Did what I wanted to do on Thursday and Friday, but come Saturday, one message just spoilt my plans.

'Can you play the drums for this week's service?'

Nope, I am not supposed to be on duty this week for drums. Was suppose to cover for the sound and I agreed with my P&W leader like last week that I'll be covering for the sound system, but for some apparent reason, the other two drummers can't make it and it isn't like my church has a shortage of drummers. my service has got like 5 drummers from a congregation of around 60-70 odd people.
So two drummers can't make it, my brother is one of them(even though he has been stuck to his guitar) and he's overseas and the other drummer is used to playing the bass already, so which means I had to go down for practice, which also meant that I lost at least 3 hours, in which in 3 hours, a lot could have been done for the video. apart from the lost of time, it was also a waste of money cause I had to cab down, just in order to reach on time, cause I was asked like one hour before the practice started and I would need one hour to go down to church if I took the bus. so yes, that was $14 gone, plus surcharge and all.

-sigh.



Friday. Friday wasnt a particular good day for me. Got back my results, and they arent very good. If you know how I did, good for you, if not just leave it the way it is.
I'll just say this much, a couple of B, C, D and F.
gpa is below 2.0
failed the most unlikely of modules.
enough said.
I was still feeling alright when I first saw my results, as I was kinda expecting it(I have my own reasons, not that I'm being a pessimist), but when I was on the train, heading down to City Hall to meet the rest of the GLs from Flying Dutchman for a meet up, I just broke down. I just felt that I had to tell someone; not that those who knew earlier didnt know the details of my results or what. but its more of like in a sense where, you know you tell this certain someone about it and you just feel much better, if you get what I mean. I just found myself msging my brother, who at the point of time was at Malacca, and Yanxiu. just a couple of msges brought about a change of mood and also with a timely reminder with this msg that my brother replied me 'You didn't get into this course by your own strength'.
my prediction of at least 7 modules next sem, bring it on. I'm all ready and prepared to face all of you!


-I'll stop here for now.
going to grab some sleep, and besides I've got to start sleeping earlier eh.