it is really just amazing on how fast things can change, like within a year.
last year's today. you know where both of us were at, and help till now even when I think about what happened, the things that happened before camp, the changing of groups, me being busy throughout the whole camp and not having enough time for you and ultimately what happened after the camp. it still hurts.
it has been three days. haven seen you online. no updates. no texts or calls.
I really do not know how I should be feeling.
Or am I just starting to get used to it - all over again?