just how and what should I be blogging about, I really have got no idea.
the many things that are going through my mind, it is almost impossible to type it all out where.
only able for it to be through text edit.
everything is right there in text edit.
everything that is in there, you know it all, that is till yesterday.
I was thinking again this morning, and like what I've said, no way can it appear here.
another long conversation on friday night, till you know when it ended.
went through so many things.
the happy, sad, funny, emotional. whatever you name it, it was almost all there.
2 hour sleep before waking up late.
got a super screwed up text, shan't talk about it. if you know about it, good for you.
meet up for project was a total waste of time. and I really wasn't feeling well.
double cheeseburger meal, and i left the fires totally untouched. headed home to get my cap for the dance, cause I left it at home and the meet up was like only one hour plus.
another trip down to macs at CC to slack, till around 2 plus as I had to be in church by 3:30pm.
quick music practice for the Praise & Worship for St Hilda's Day cause I was approached to play and ended up missing the final rehearsal for the Mandarin Congregation's dance item.
it's like the moment the practice finished the service was starting, so was like rushing all over the place. in the end also didn't do the marking for the dance item. didn't really played as according to practice cause all the 6 aux outputs were out ,no idea what happened to them, so I had to really listen hard for them. could only catch it on and off, but other then that was relatively okay.
ssaw a new braceface! charis! hahah. black and blue. didn't look bad. lol! and she actually tried to pray in mandarin! LOL
honestly, the whole service was boring.three performances and two of them were like so dry. choir and the hokkien congregation did some memorizing of bible verses. so the dance offered something different. heh. made three mistakes during the chorus, but after reviewing the video, it was still okay. and I was just practically talking throughout the whole item, reminding Daniel what to do and is the chorus or verse that is coming up.
am just kinda surprised that Crossover didn't have any item. oh wells.
brought my camera down and ended up taking photos after the dinner. jump shots, spastic photos and what nots. haha
music practice after that. everyone was tired, so in the end it was like done within 1 hr. headed home after that.
yet another phone call, and another late night.
forgot to set alarm which equates to no morning call, which also equates to me waking up late for church.
ended up calling eugene and shared a cab down.
praise & worship was good. sermon was a little out of point.
lunch was good, for recent months.
went out for ice. took a couple of photos, but just plain lazy to transfer them, cause they are in my old phone.
down to SAC to pass my brother his guitar strap, together with Eugene.
sat a little while and ended up going to Funan to have a look around.
also wanted to get a game, but decided not too.
10-ed home
it just had been a tough week o go through.
no words can describe on what has been happening to me, how my emotions were and how I have been feeling.
all I want is just things to go back to how there were.