No, it's not that I did not want to stay, but i can't.

No, it's not that I did not want to leave my MacBook with you. It's just how am I going to get it back from you.

Lent you my jacket and I was freezing up for the rest of the day.

Big sacrifice like what you mentioned - but do you really mean it?

HYXV - I give it to you de lor

That's why the decision for me to change and use it - The reason is you, simple as that.

I just saw something.

Something that stirs up the jealousy in me.

Something that makes me feel like I am really going to lose you.

Something that changed my mood almost immediately.

Something that makes me think, sometimes too much.

Something that makes me that I have not, am not doing enough.

Something that will most probably cause me to have another sleepless night.

Something that will most probably cause me to cry myself to sleep.

Something that makes me want to have you back by my side, even more.

Something that makes me want to do even more for you.

Something that puts my love for you into a test, and making it even stronger.

It maybe something small but it is enough to cause all these.

Question of doubt is just running through my mind right now. Are you just making use of me? Time and time again, this question has been in my mind, and has been always left unanswered. Chucked some where out of the context, only for it to be dug up again; unknowingly.

Baby,

Can't you just get how much you mean to me?

Can't you just tell how much I love you?

Can't you just tell how much I need you?

I know I said this before, but I am going to say it again.

I'm taking it day by day, not knowing what to expect in the next couple of hours, not knowing what to expect tomorrow, the day after, next week, until the very day I hear it from you and when you mean it.

-tears are just flowing down from my eyes right now, even as I am typing this.