the cheerful, motivated me did return, but has been inconsistent.
finally got my calculator back, returned the colour pencils.
had a good talk, kinda made up my mind on what to do already
but I am somehow still uncertain at times.
having read through my archive of Dec 07, Jan 08 and Feb 08, I realised that I'm, should I say, immune to the past. to what has happened, to whatever is written at the end of each post, dedicated to her.
but like what I have mentioned, I am still uncertain at times.
I get the odd feeling that it is not the correct decision made, from time to time but yet, immune to the past.
its not I can't make up my mind, its just the feeling
at the same time, I know it wouldn't be right to made decisions just based on feelings