Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Time : 12:45 pm

is it just them or me?

am I keeping too much to myself?

I mean haven't I been myself these 5 weeks in school.

Someone tell me I have been doing just that, please.

perhaps it's really just me.

perhaps it's the age gap.

perhaps it's just them, and not me.

perhaps perhaps perhaps

no point. seriously no point with all the perhaps.

some how, its the same when it comes to if. like if only.

Meaningless! Meaningless! Everything is meaningless.

Ecclesiastes 12:1

Is that really it?

That everything is meaningless?

the moment I opened the Bible earlier on, it was opened was at Ecclesiastes, between chapter 2-5 and the first phrase that caught my attention was A Time for Everything.

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:

a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot

a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear dow and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a tie to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,

a time tom keep and a time to throw,

a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3: 1-9

and I got reminded of a conversation that I had with a friend yesterday evening, reminding her that there are different times for different things and I was thinking on the bus on my way back from soccer, that sometimes I am able to give people advice, reminding them of things, but sometimes I just can't see myself applying what I tell people to myself in my own life.

That is something that I have got to start doing, I guess.

*sigh!* oh wells.

guess it isn't a case of when already

but of what happens next

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson