got woken up by my dad at about 8 plus to check my jae posting, but i didnt wake up. woke up eventually at 10 plus. three msges. one from abi, one from melissa the other one from moe. two of the msges were the same, asking me how's my posting. opened up the msg from moe. and i was disappointed by the posting. like literally. damn bloody disappointed to see no Film, Sound and Video in the msg. neither did i see Audio-Visual Technology(COP - 16), Digital Visual Effects(15), Visual Communication, Media Communication(12) or Psychology Studies(9). what i saw was,
Congrats Huang Yixi Vicson, you are posted to Nanyang Poly,
Motion Graphics & Broadcast design(C66) under 2008 JAE
i was disappointed, i didnt know how to respond to it. i just screamed out loud, in pure frustration. i swear i was on the verge of crying. having retook my Os to get into the course. only for them to put it into the list of JAE courses. making the intake, half of it JAE and the other half JPSAE.
having to spend more then $100, just to prepare my portfolio. having to rush through getting the portfolio through the night, and waking up early to get the videos burnt into the dvd. did all that just to make sure its completed in time for the interview. having felt quite confident after the interview. made new friends and all.
all it needed was just one msg to make me happy or to make me feel damn disappointed. and they did just disappointed me. it was my freaking 7th choice!! not first, second or third. but seventh!! you might think i would be able to appeal. but that's not an option. why so. cause the freaking COP is 11. and what was my aggregate again?
18
18 points. no chance at all. i just have no idea what's wrong with those pple who can go jc and yet they choose to go poly. taking up the slots in poly, deprieving pple like me those places.
gradually accepted the fact that i was gg to nyp. even though i do NOT like the campus. damn it. did considering appealing to other courses, but no other courses seemed appealing to me. and i came to this conclusion. God has reasons for not letting me get into FSV, and i am sure God has reasons for putting me into MG&BD at nyp. so right now i am just accepting it, with a grateful heart. yup.
left home slightly earlier, went to settle some stuff for my mum and on the way janice, sharlene they all.been quite awhile since i last saw them. then went to tm, had to buy some stuff. after that headed down to payer lebar to meet my brother. had macs with him and louis.
east coast park after that. soccer from 7pm- 11pm. 4 hours and it will be the same for next week. more soccer, more soccer!!