in another 15 hours or so, my results will be in my hands. that is if they give out according to class index number like what they did the other time. whatever results i get, i will Give Thanks and praise the Lord, for it is Him who gives me what i have and what i achieve.
as i glance through some blogs and my msn contacts i can tell that many are nervous, afraid a very small percentage, instead might be looking forward to collecting them just like me somehow, i am looking forward to collect my results. i just cant wait. despite that, there's a little little bit of fear in me way back, all the way at the back of my heart the fear that i would not achieve what i have been working and studying so hard for but yet at the same time, there's this bit of thrill in me hoping that i get better then what i have been aiming. of course if that happens, its GOD's Grace and Blessing.
i am wishing to get the grades that i want so that i can prove some people wrong prove to them that my grades for the last time round wasnt any fluke if i could get better grades, it would probably shut them up. for good!
i am hoping for tears of joy later on. just like last year. when i thought i wouldnt do too good. but good enough for me to apply into poly. it was the results of the application that 'killed' me. this time round, i am hoping for even better results. way better then last year. this time round, i am hoping for a more positive outcome in the application. not one that says
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NRIC : S89*****A Name : HUANG YIXI VICSON
We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.
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yup.
you will get some credit if i score well
afterall
it was your words of encouragement that kept me going