Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Thursday, January 17, 2008
Time : 3:04 am

alright. i have just finished settling my stuff for today or rather Wednesday.

two quarrels in one day is bad enough. hopefully this is meant for the CNY period. cause, every year without fail, during CNY period, my whole family sure end up in quarrels de. and this time was because of the new wardrobes. shan't talk much about it.

well, in the end i only slept at around 03:30. set my alarm to wake up at o4:00 to watch the match, but ended up waking up at 05:00. so watched the second half till about 06:00 then finally went to sleep. but not for long, woke up at around 07:00. i was suppose to wake up at 06:40 though. i am sorry, N-O !!! heh. ended up talking on the phone, till about 08:00 plus. stood at the window for awhile though. then after that headed back to sleep. only for my mum to wake me up at 10:45 to fix the wardrobes. -.- shortly after that had the small quarrel. stopped doing whatever i was doing, kept myself in the room and managed to get a little bit of sleep. went back to SHSS at around 13:40 to collect my testimonial. ended up talking to aunty alice, and i tell you this. she cannot be trusted, she's really two-faced. confirmed the facts with janice and whatever that she says, doesn't telly. so there. saw cheng young. caught up a little with him, and ended up discussing about doing a gathering for our Sec 2 class. he's quite supportive of it, so i will try and ask around and see how's the response like. yup.

went home after that. ended up stoning at my lappy, even though i was online. a phone call did 'wake me up' though, talked and crapped till about 20:30, i think if i never remember wrongly. then started fixing the wardrobes again, with my bro's help. half way through, the top plank dropped straight into my arms, like out of no where. whap!! went straight into my arms, thank goodness my arms didn't break, cause the impact was damn big!! then my father intervened and some stuff happened and it eventually sparked off the big quarrel of the night. everyone one in my family was involved.

i just could not take it anymore, and i just let it all out. just went to one corner and cried. yes, i cried.

it was just too..argghhh. i shan't talk about it anymore. spoils my mood. damn it!!

composed myself a little while after that and continued fixing the wardrobes. just my bro and me. all the way till about 01:00.had a couple of screw ups though, nothing can be done about then now though.yup. so now only the interior of the wardrobes and my bro's wardrobe isn't done. guess i will try to do the interior tomorrow(thursday), and my bro's wardrobe to be up by next monday, cause he will be busy for the rest of the week. so got no time.then after that can shift the clothes all over. yup. had our dinner, my second meal, my first proper meal for the day, after that. bathed and all and by the time, it was about 03:00. and here i am blogging. yup.

P.S
My ankle is feeling better now. thanks for the concern.
if it gets worse, i will stop playing soccer, alrights?? =)

i mean what i say

and i will always keep the promise

no hurting myself

and no, i haven done anything to hurt myself on purpose

i am and i still will be waiting

and i mean what i said just now

I Love You

yes, i do

i still do

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson