Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Friday, January 11, 2008
Time : 2:17 am

alright. my room is 90% re-painted. its not all purple though. went down to the paint shop and decided on light purple and orange. so its kinda striking, even though i feel that the orange can still be more orange-gy. yup.
so i like woke up earlier, at like about 1030, then had breakfast with mum then went to buy the paint and get some of the painting accessories from auntie janice's place. headed back. started at around 3.30pm after shifting EVERYTHING out of my room. so decided to give the walls a white coating before putting on the colour to make it more balanced. so that was what my mum and i were doing from 3.30 till around 8. had dinnered. then continued, with the colours. till about 1 plus. washed up and bathed and stuff and was around 1.30 already. yup.

despite being occupied for the whole day, my mind still drifted and i was just thinking about you. the colours in my room just reminded me about you. ORANGE and PURPLE. not like i chose them on purpose, cause i decided it the other time.
within the span of 9 hours, i sent you 4 msges and not even one was replied. now i know how you feel like last time, waiting for my reply that will take ages to come. and it sucks totally. the feeling of rejection is the worst feeling for one to have. well, perhaps you need sometime to yourself, perhaps it was some other reasons. i do not know. i have no idea.
everytime i look out of my window and into school, i am just hoping to see you, even just a glimpse. but it just doesnt seem to happen. you just mean so much to me, and i am realising it everyday, more and even more, increasing as each day passes by.
i am still waiting. i am still holding on. i will wait for you, just like you waited for me for 4 long months.

I still Love You.

FLIGHTer 17^Vicson