It was a major confession isn't it? and i was just totally stumped, i just didn't know how to react. punching the wall wouldn't help but i still did that. kicking the wall wouldn't help either, but i still did that. saying "i don't know" won't help to improve the situation, and i am sure you know that yourself. right from the start when you started talking about him, i was almost certain that this would happen. i told you how i felt, things improved. but when i couldn't talk on the phone, you know what you would be doing. that's for sometimes, not saying all the time. like what i have said 'so much for ALL the comforting words the other day'. do you still mean it like how you meant it the other day?? i really do not know. all i know is that i still love you. and i mean it.