an i am TOTALLY NOT satisfied with the outcome not tat say i did very badly; well..i passed but it wasnt up to my expections..actually its just for maths shall eleborate later on..
got back my Mother Tongue paper; and here's the breakdown of the marks
Paper 1
25/50(Composition)
13/20(Letter Writing)
Paper 2
34/70
Listening Comprehension
20/20
Oral
29/40
Total - 121/200 = 60.5
= B4
an improvement compared to wat i got for my O levels; first a C6 then a C5...now i get a B4. Hopefully i get better or a B4 for the paper this year. yup
let me get 1 thing straight before you contine to read;
i am NOT looking down on other people who did worse then me neither am i saying tat those who fared better then me does not deserve it..this is how i feel for myself. if you are not happy with the comments tat i will be typing out, i suggest tat you stop reading, and dun try to spam me. i have made my stand..so do not be offended if the following 'breakdown' of comments happen to offend you.
then got back my maths paper
first was Paper 2 - got 59/100
was quite happy, fact being tat i felt two questions empty; and after the paper found out tat i could actually do it and since the highest was 63/100 or 66/100(cant remember)..it was quite okay for me
okay..nvm
then got back my Paper 1 - got 42/80
it totally pulled my marks down; not only tat but my mood also
how on earth did i get such lousy marks; my standard of course.
okay..NVM..NVM..
then started going through the papers then i started to get pissed off with myself and disappointed.
why so??
let me tell you why!!
if i had known how to do those two questions during the paper, in which i definetly would know how to do if i could see wat was required, and with all the careless mistakes, not reading the question properly and not making the changes to the question when there was a typo error(as i was to engrossed in the paper; and it cost me 3 marks), i could have got back at least..let me repeat..at least 11 marks..tats ELEVEN marks, for my Paper 2..which whould have pushed my marks up to 74/100..
okay..tats not the end..went through Paper 1..and i had careless mistakes all around, adding up to a total of 9 marks..which could have pushed my marks up to 51/80.
for all these; i am not happy with myself..seriously not happy
and now here's the difference of the marks.
if i take my original marks and convert it to 100%
59/100 + 42/80 = 101/180
101/180 x 100% = 56.1%
and if i take the marks tat were 'pushed up'..
74/100 + 51/80 = 125/180
125/180 x 100% = 69.4%
see the difference?!?!?
a difference of 13.3% which is the difference between a C6 and a B3(potentially an A2)
tats why i am so darn disappointed and angry with myself.
hopefully the rest of my results will be okay, meaning physics and combined humanities which i will be getting back tomorrow..i think..yup..