Huang Yixi Vicson

Date : Monday, January 22, 2007
Time : 6:10 pm

we are just living in our own world..there's no communication at all in this family right now..i have totally no idea when will this last till..and why is it always when its close to cny..something like this will happen..i just dun understand..

all i need is someone tat i can lean on during this time of struggle..but who??i have totally no idea who..

even if i have someone to talk to..okay los..control my hp bill..wan to change plan also cant..okay los..no msging..no outgoing calls..pple call in also cant talk for long..okay..then i use house phone..also cant use for long..talk half way..you actually pick up the phone la..and i will ave to put down..
like would you like it if i pick up the phone when you are using it and tell you to put it down??
sure..you can say tat i am in the wrong by using the phone like until 12 midnight..but have you ever wondered why??i myself need my own breathing space okay..the 'sleeping time' tat i have..i consider it as the only personal time that i have with me, myself and Vicson..

i am disappointed by the statement tat you have made..it may just be 4 simple words..but it has caused a whole lot of disappointment..have you even tried communicating with me??

i just wan to let my tears flow but i cant seem to let it out..

LORD..

i do not know wat to do now..guide me..be my pillar during this time of struggle

cause only You and You alone can uphold me..

Amen!

and i shall continue to remind myself on this statement..

Forever Leaving In God;Holding Tightly-er 17^Vicson