it has been two days since i came back from the Crossover camp..and i haven been any better..in fact i have been even worse..first was just the loss of my voice..now it has developed into cough and sorethroat..and yesterday had flu and running nose..and the Crossover bbq is like tomorrow??how am i suppose to go??anyhow..have put my name down..so if i am there..i am there..if i am not there..means i am still darn sick..later going to see the doctor..if not cant get my chocs from rach also..haha..always use this type of things to threaten me de los..haha..jking..
41 days..it might have been..i am sorry if i haven been msging or talking to you much..but its just tat i dun think this can continue..i just feel tat we dun see each other enough and stuff..i do not know how to break this to you..i do not wan you to get hurt..but i guess there's no other way..maybe we could have a talk abt it or wat first..but wateva it is..i am having a hard time 'surviving' now..maybe it turned out to be the wrong decision made??i really do not know..