totally got no mood now..got a few of papers back..totally flung..including my maths..yes..MY MATHS..phy was okie..chem pulled my science down..english got back compo,letter-writing and summary..was tat good either..like borderline results..got back chinese..screwed up the paper 2..letter-writing lose 3 marks..due to wrong format..compo..just pass..the moment a got back my maths paper1..i knew..tats it already..fail already..but before i got back..yx got hers and she like got good results..then tiffany and i,we were like..okie la..if she get so high..we can pass liao la..got back..to my horror..i failed la..even though my paper2 scored not bad..not good enough to pull my overall up los..feeling damn shit now la..
just now went to meet parents and bro for their lunch..confirm ask results de la..and its like wat i hoped for was words of encouragement..but came only from my brother..dunno la..wan to explain to them..but i noe its useless..so i just kept shut..and 'listened' los..all the nagging..i just din have the mood to do anything..realli..then its like now my only hope is my humanities liao..if flung ah..i realli realli dunno wat to do..how to study..sian..
you are like the only 1 who can cheer me up now..its seems like my problems just fade the moment i see you..but 1 question lies in my mind..do you realli mean wat you say??i dunno..