been thinking the whole night should i blog today not..well seems obvious tat i have decided to..haha..
today has been a pretty much slacking day for me in school..physics was half awake..pe was not as energetic as before..guess too long never play leh bah..then chem was talking away..maths was sleeping half the time..and english did a bit of work la..then slack liao..haha..
dunno like why get recently get damn tired easily la..mean its like today pe..played captains ball..only abt 30 mins+...then after school..played soccer..abt 1 hr+..the moment i reached home..bathe..makan dinner..fell asleep straight..like slept for 4 hrs la..tats why i am here now..and am still feeling tired..dun think am going to catch the match tonight already..yup..lol..
haiz..now feeling worse then ever..talking more to the person..and on the other hand..waiting for the msg tat idoubt will hardly come as often as last time oready..i realli dunno la..people have been tellling me..age gap is nota problem..but to me..could could be a problem..and its not the only problem tats 'happening' now..other problems are on the verge of happening already..the gap is just getting bigger and bigger..if dun do anything during this period of time..it could be just gone liddat..once regarded as a good/close friend is now merely a normal friend..a friendship built over years could be just gone in a matter of months..
all i can do is just continue to cross my fingers and hope it does not happen..as i will be doing all i can to prevent it from happening..but as the phrase goes 'it takes two hands to make a clap'..no matter how much/wat i do..if the opposite do not do anything..there wont be any progress..tats wat i believe in..yup..